Sunday, 30 November 2008

StiCk wiT U oR nOt StiCk wiT U?

salam...
balum ada mood kn belajar actually.. eventho i know my exam bejurut afta dis n all of them pagi... huhu.. need to hav my head straight after dis.. 4cus!!!!! hehe... lama dh nda dgr dat word.. hope mr focus happy wit his life dah masa ni.. haha.. thnx anyway.. hmm.. bru liat score first half tadi.. MU vs MC.. 1-0 bru... ofcoz la MU yg 1 kn... hehe... go MU!!

dri pgi tadi baby sit my bby sya, sal atu jua nda tblajar coz melayan bby sya sja.. huhu.. dh jadi auntie dahhhh... after exam ni pun i hav to cek my schedule wit my sis n my mum punya schedule.. takut teclash nada urg jaga baby sya.. huhu.. baby sitter! kinda fun actually... n she is soooooo cute wen she make d face.. grow up like ur auntie k... hehehe.. :p

tdi ke sport complex jap liat chipzmore main bola.. haha.. so cute~~~ ooppppssssssss! sorrryyyy.... hehe... well, bru tah nda bz... tu pun sekajap ja... after ia abis main, we hav a short talk den he has to head back.. sal keraja.. haha.. y m not surprise? coz tot so... yea.. we'll see till wen we can stnd n till wen we can survive.. funny ting is, so far he can survive eventho he only cntct me less than 5 times a day!

if he ask me, dun hav the answer ryte now.. nda tau smpai bila tahap kesbaran ku ani tahan.. huhu.. m not goin to tink much on dis nymore.. cos i hav a life.. n i know i hav people who care n love me.. :) however, i do really love chipsmore.. huh.. its hard wen u really fall in love wit d person.. kn marah pun nda dpat, sal syg bnr.. huhu.. i hate dis feeling!!!

as he says, jus go wit d flow.. if smpai our flow goin to the same destination, den we'll be okay.. but if not... its fate... jus dunno how many times lagi i hav to go thru d uneasy feeling.. since m goin wit d flow wit my 'hubby' jua masa nie... huhu.. is it my fault? dunno.. dun put d blame on me alone..

We dun hav to find LOVE, let LOVE find us
Dats y it's called 'Falling in LOVE'
B'coz we don't force ourself to fall, we juz fall...

Thannx 2 cujah 4 d recipeee... :)
-T!k@-

Thursday, 27 November 2008

attached or not attached? hmm..

hmmmm..... 2day is my exam actually.. later at 2... n sumting new sal exam!!! NO READING TIME!!!! huhu.. since wen? but heck, we all jus read anyway... huhu... my sejarah papers was not bad... sangal menulis ja n tmbh g roomnya freezing cold! i cnt feel my fingers at 1 tyme actually.. huhu.. kn ptah ja g nda! well as sum1 says, pkai baju panas... huhu.. baju tuangkn air panas! lagitia KARAU! :p

i'm done wit my revision actually dats y blogging... huhu.. sal dun want to keep dis burden to my self.. i know sum1 will read dis.. huhu.. n WE know dat we havent updates n cntct each other lately coz of d exams.. so jus read my blog CUJAH.. hehe.. ;P nyway, gudluck on exams yah...

attched or not attached? sumting dat i might reconsider actually.. o is it jus another 'dugaan' 4 me? well yg pastinya, if he dun do sumting quickly, sumting WILL happen.. as i said, i'm tired olredy.. so yeah.. im not going to wait any longer... if U want me, U come n get me!! i might lose u in dis battle, coz i know u dun really dat care... i might full with tears, but... will not regret of losing U..

Why i say dat? coz i hav ENUF of guys yg pyah kn appreciate gurls wen they r in UR hands olredy.. i dun want to pressurise U, jus please understnd like i try to understnd U.. d rest all up to U.. are we up to dis relationship? or another halfway relationship? u pick, u choose n u decide...

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Enuf of sad stories!! huhu.. my best fren, andy, damam+batuk+ampus... ciannnyerrrrr.... get well soon lenks!! boring nada kn d nyaya... huhu.. my best buddy, sabri, oh well.. he is in jakarta ryte now.. hopefully he is fine there... mysh u so much!!!! muahz! hav a new 'fren' actually... his name? Ghani.. nda pyah fullname... haha... too much coincidence between us dat both me and him bangng wit all wat happen arround us in the past..

he used 2 be d 1 yg gantikn aku d sek rendh jerudong... i mean aku pindah keluar ia pindah masuk.. so nda teclash.. n we share the same frens d jerudong.. tym d mD, ia sama intake ngan aku... tpi kmi lngsung nda teclash dmana2 class, i mean nda pernh 1 class.. heh.. weird kn.. den tym ku masuk diploma, actually ia kn apply diploma jua dgn2 kawannya wich is shariol n amin, tapi nda jadi... huhu.. if ia masuk? u know wat happen... actually if ia masuk, kmi kenal each other... ceh~ scary....

n now bru kmi teclash.. tu pun dri tagged... haha.. wat a world... so much of coincidence... n he is a libra.. which is lahir bulan 9 jua... oh well.. now me n him are 'MARRIED'!! haha.. we wish dat we could be married officially.. but... haha.. who knows kn... mysh my husbnd!! bowh.... huhu.. yeah.. dats d truth plg... See.. dis is wat happen... If U, U know who U r... If U dun do sumting fast, dun blame me if im married to dis guy for real!!

its 10am! huhu.. kn flipbck notes dulu...

P/S: Cujah.... postkn recipe buttermilk chicken... my sis mau... huhu... TQ..

Tired of waiting 4 our relationship...
Dunno whether U R serious o not..
wateva happen after dis...
tink back of wat effort u have done, if there is any...

Anak Punai Anak Merbah,
Hinggap Di Tunggak Mencari Sarang,
Anak Sungai Lagikan Berubah,
Inikan Pula Hati Orang..

jus realise this song actually, Crush, Love the lyrics.. ;)

I hung up
The phone tonight
Something happened
For the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush'
Cause the possibility
That you would ever
Feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much
Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really
Just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do'
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Has it ever crossed
Your mind
When were hangin'
Spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance
We've gotta take
Cause I believe
That we can
Make this into
Something
That will last
Last forever
Forever
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do'
Cause I'm trying,trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do'
Cause I'm trying, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Goin' away

Sunday, 23 November 2008

Its REALLY a bad timing for DIS!!

Its been a while nda update my blog.. as usual, assignmentssssss!! now done all my assignment actually.. tgu exam dis coming monday saja lagi.. my first paper will be SEJARAH :s huhu.. dis monday ptg... why ptg?! nda working brain ku if ptg ani! ah well... who am i?

dunno y makin kn periksa, makin bnyak maslah.. its really not a gud time kn buatkn aku bepikir.. i had enuf tinking on my revision.. so please... jgn tmbhkn lagi... dunno wer our relationship goin actually... who am i to u? dunno who am i to u..

Now sedng2 revising actually... tapi ada msn text tadi while ku d luar bilik.. from him.. its jus about 1 minute.. why he couldn't wait for a few more minutes for me to reply? why he jus assumed dat im sleeping n tarus of9? dis is interesting lagi...... why he didnt answer my call sedngkn its jus 1 minute dri ia antr text n of9... huh... i'm tired... tired of being the only person who makes this relationship works!

what else does he want? what else can i do? how long i can stand? does he ever care how i feel? dunno what to trust lagi... kalau kn d ikutkn perasaan ani, memang sah negative tinkin ku keluar! huhu... dunno kenapa aku belmbut ngan ia... how do i know yg ia bnr2 kaja? or sumting else goin on? STOP IT TIKA!!!

As dizah bru tanya tadi... 'apa teknn perasaan?' maybe im having it ryte now! huhu.. crazyyyy............ hate it wen it comes to GUYS! why guys always make my life miserable? really need to tink dis all over again..

revise pun nada mood! oh wateva.. For U.. u know wat 2 do n wer 2 find me if u feel dat u R LOOSING mE!! m not gonna find u nymore... its ur turn.. m tired.. wateva happen after dis, let it be... jus dun care nymore... 1st chnce u totally blew it, now 2nd chnce we together... what will it be?

sad, miserable, dissapointed or jus simply not understnd U? If im the only 1 who try to understnd U, how about U? U eva try 2 understnd how i feel?

Enuf Tika... go revise! sudh lapas perasaan tu...
*crap*