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Salam... its been a while nda update my blog.. lots of thing came up so nda g ter update my blog.. what to say since my last post? hmmm... let me see... huhu... first ting first.. my exam abis dah.. finally.. but lets just see d result nnti.. nda confident!!! :s sepnjangh cuti, im bored to death! noting much to do.. just stay at home, bby sitting and adala jua out wit my gurls memanatz.. haha.. :p

At last the 'ting' is clear now.. i do love him, n he do love me.. but we cnt be togethr.. its funny.. when u think u found someone who really loves n cares u, he is just not available.. what to do? hmmm... just let him go... i shud hate him, mad at him n throw him away.. but i cant.. so stupid of me! dats wat love makes u!

anyway... both of us could owez be friends eventho we know dat we want more than dat.. i'm just a lady next door.. u r d guy.. u shud know wat to do... if u want me, get me.. if not, hope u r happy wit ur gf... u shud know how to make ur own decision by this age.. i cnt believe ada g lelaki yg nda pndai buat keputusan! wat eva reason pun, jus go... im used to this sudah..

done with love issue! im starting to enjoying myself tho.. not tinking of relationship coz it makes me scik.. haha.. but its true.. now hav lots of frens, but only frens, fling around n jus dat.. its not going to be easy dis tyme.. honestly, im fade up of serious relationship wit guys.. tend to go for no comitment relationship.. huhu.. its fun.. but.... u can tink..

bit streesful ryte now.. suppose to be going to the beach.. tpi nda jadi! huh... spoil my mood... yesterday going out wit sum1 yg sudh lama nda jumpa.. huhu.. it was fun n m looking forward to another outing g wit him.. kinda miss d old him tho.. but i cant hav him like the old days.. too bad for us.. haha.. talking bout old fren, hmm.. i dunno wat happen to asril nyway.. miss dat guy jua....

Actually m in dilemma.. still balum dpat pkir clear.. gpun takut nda mencukupi syarat.. haha.. but, i may jus try to apply.. who knows dpat.. tpi i hav to train myself.. heavy training! need to ask andy lagi tue... ish! dilemma sal apa naaaahhhh? haha... gonna wait for the result jua.. huh.. sesungguhnya menunggu result dis semster tah yg paling ku takut!!

oh yes! another update... huhu.. congrats to my bestfren, ziah... dun rush.. its too early.. n im happy for u.. at least u hav found ur love now.. hehe..

tink dats all for my updates... next tym g...

i'm not lucky in love relationship.. is there any chnce for me to feel the hapiness? all i can do ryte now is, wait.. coz im tired of searching...

camelia, kekasih gelapku, tak selamanya selingkuh itu indah... u name it!!

me, me & only me
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