Sunday, 23 November 2008

Its REALLY a bad timing for DIS!!

Its been a while nda update my blog.. as usual, assignmentssssss!! now done all my assignment actually.. tgu exam dis coming monday saja lagi.. my first paper will be SEJARAH :s huhu.. dis monday ptg... why ptg?! nda working brain ku if ptg ani! ah well... who am i?

dunno y makin kn periksa, makin bnyak maslah.. its really not a gud time kn buatkn aku bepikir.. i had enuf tinking on my revision.. so please... jgn tmbhkn lagi... dunno wer our relationship goin actually... who am i to u? dunno who am i to u..

Now sedng2 revising actually... tapi ada msn text tadi while ku d luar bilik.. from him.. its jus about 1 minute.. why he couldn't wait for a few more minutes for me to reply? why he jus assumed dat im sleeping n tarus of9? dis is interesting lagi...... why he didnt answer my call sedngkn its jus 1 minute dri ia antr text n of9... huh... i'm tired... tired of being the only person who makes this relationship works!

what else does he want? what else can i do? how long i can stand? does he ever care how i feel? dunno what to trust lagi... kalau kn d ikutkn perasaan ani, memang sah negative tinkin ku keluar! huhu... dunno kenapa aku belmbut ngan ia... how do i know yg ia bnr2 kaja? or sumting else goin on? STOP IT TIKA!!!

As dizah bru tanya tadi... 'apa teknn perasaan?' maybe im having it ryte now! huhu.. crazyyyy............ hate it wen it comes to GUYS! why guys always make my life miserable? really need to tink dis all over again..

revise pun nada mood! oh wateva.. For U.. u know wat 2 do n wer 2 find me if u feel dat u R LOOSING mE!! m not gonna find u nymore... its ur turn.. m tired.. wateva happen after dis, let it be... jus dun care nymore... 1st chnce u totally blew it, now 2nd chnce we together... what will it be?

sad, miserable, dissapointed or jus simply not understnd U? If im the only 1 who try to understnd U, how about U? U eva try 2 understnd how i feel?

Enuf Tika... go revise! sudh lapas perasaan tu...
*crap*

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